i had a flu - and since i havent done a cake for alex last week because i was ill - i made this orange cake today. and you see - i havent even cleaned up the place and alex just ate almost half of the cake! but thats good - i try to get him some weight on his bony hips. he lost some weight the past weeks - and he already was a skinny boy before.... some more news on my new life status you can read on tumblr in the next few hours.
i cant sleep and i really dont know why. havent eat today - i dont know why either i havent done this too. i just wasnt hungry. maybe my body wants to tell me something i dont know yet. maybe i am stressed out - but i dont feel like stressed out. more like.."lalalala - wth - lalalala". my brain is just empty. really. maybe its because i have been ought to think so much in the last few days - so maybe there is only a dry desert in my brain area right now.
so alex (my boyfriend) is on a airsoft trip with his team the A.T.WARHOGS somewhere in east-germany where 700 crazy funny ppl throw lil plastic balls with crazy weapons on eachother for 4 days. so i was and still am on my own (until sunday or monday - i honestly forgot when he will come back...am i a bad girlfriend now? but i miss him - eventhough i like this feeling when you dont see your partner for some time and there is this longing which you had when you got to know eachother - thats why i like to make trips on my own - just to enjoy kissing and hugs and just everything a lil bit more afterwards..so its true you know what you had if you dont have it anymore - and the good thing on seperate trips is: the seperation isnt forever and without any bad feelings - oh i will be so excited when he comes back and tell me everything what have happened over there...sry sandralalalove is in the room right now haha). where were i...ahhhyeah what ive did with all my spare time..havnt done much except for eating ice-cream all day(s) long, it is and was just too hot to eat normal food, going for very LONG walks (the longest was around 5 hrs and my feet hurt afterwards as hell!) and drawing. i dont show you the new stuff cause its still very rough. but i show you the start of my shadings of my circus / dancing pig / crazy guy piece.
this is just a try to do color trys for them - it is not the final piece as you can see on the rough strokes. but i wish i could do so nice skin colors with ink like with the copics
i really DO NOT like those colors. i have to think about them again. i think i will do the skirt of the pig blue the hat like shinypink or red...but just like this it isnt working..:<
so its half past one a.m. i'll try to sleep now. uhh i will go to the fleamarket tomorrow again. the last time ive got some beautiful twin-frames..alex this lil thief have stolen one for this piece
and because i liked the work - he can have it - i have a second one right ?(the best thing is - both cost 12 euros! oh i love fleamarkets!) :D so i hope to find something like this tomorrow again..
Few is the number who think with their own minds and feel with their own hearts.
about me...
Oh, HI!
Hello sweethearts! here i tell you a lil bit about myself. Something "private" to give you a lil bit of sugar.
1988 i was born in munich - you know that city in germany with the oktoberfest and beer and fat germans who only eat "prezels" and sausages. i am vegetarian btw. my mother is african and my dad german. we moved around a lot when i was a kid - but
i never mind evengthough i think thats that the reason why i cant get really personal with ppl.
i was a wild teenager - with alcohol, too much partying and too much kissing around - and never had a real boyfriend cause i loved my freedom!
and then i met alex who is my boyfriend now... we meet at an art-fest in munich and somehow we stuck together and i really do love him!
i was always intrested in art. my grandparents were both architects and artists. i remember my first painting i gave my grandpa for present was
a skeleton of a squirrel. i think i knew that i would be a lil bit metal by heart then haha!
i got my first tattoo when i was 12 or 14...cant remember but i do remember that my mom just asked me if i want one cause my sister was getting one
and sure i said yes - cause i always wanted exactly the same what my big sister tatiana got!
so thats it - here you see my WIP work and love. i hope you enjoy it.
-That's me
I used to go away for weeks... in a state of confusion.
this part is still under construction! wait and see.
A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new.
i had a flu - and since i havent done a cake for alex last week because i was ill - i made this orange cake today. and you see - i havent even cleaned up the place and alex just ate almost half of the cake! but thats good - i try to get him some weight on his bony hips. he lost some weight the past weeks - and he already was a skinny boy before.... some more news on my new life status you can read on tumblr in the next few hours.
lines for that girl!
this is just a try to do color trys for them - it is not the final piece as you can see on the rough strokes. but i wish i could do so nice skin colors with ink like with the copics
i really DO NOT like those colors. i have to think about them again. i think i will do the skirt of the pig blue the hat like shinypink or red...but just like this it isnt working..:<
