Hi Kids! so what am i up to? i am just very busy and my parents called like a minute ago that they will surprise me and come to visit me - thank god i cleaned every thing up...NOT! so i have to hurry and make our flat become the palace hotel or something for my parents. they want to come cause they wanted to buy some jewellry for their 25th anniversary. just wanted to show you some lil drawing i have done cause i had some paper left over and i just hate to throw paper away. (specially when a single sheet costs almost 5 euros haha) so here is the Angry Oriental (Warrior?) Woman for you to see.
danke für den kommentar,der hat mich wirklich aufgebaut(: ich will auch nicht mehr mit dem schreiben,dass war einfach echt verdammt schmerzhaft. Mit dem Schneiden wollte ich ja aufhören,und die Wunden versteck ich einfach. eigentlich will ich mein Leben nur nicht wegwerfen,weil meine zukunft ja noch toll werden könnte. aber grade..naja ich weiß nicht;/ Du hast einen tollen Blog*-*
wow,langer text,aber ich danke dir wirklich sehr! das abschrecken hat geholfen(; ich hab schon 2 therapien hinter mir. war ne horrorerfahrung,ich mach das nicht nochmal.aber ich überlege,in eine klink zu gehen.. weil ich dann mal pause hätte vom ganzen stress hier. Und ja vor allem dank ich dir dafür,dass du mir sogut wie 'tipps' für diverse reaktionen gegeben hast(: Wegen dem Umzug-> meine mutter wohnt ziemlich weit weg von ihrem job. wir würden dann in genau die stadt ziehen,wo das krankenhaus ist,in dem sie arbeitet.somit ist das kein problem, ihre freunde wohnen auch größtenteils da,also deswegen wäre das kein problem. ich denke auf jeden fall an meine mutter.der umzug klappt halt nur wegen des geldes nicht:/
Und naja,ich bezweifle wirklich stark,dass es jemandem(außer familie) stören würde wenn ich weg wäre. Übrigens verfolg ich jetzt deinen blog(:!
Few is the number who think with their own minds and feel with their own hearts.
about me...
Oh, HI!
Hello sweethearts! here i tell you a lil bit about myself. Something "private" to give you a lil bit of sugar.
1988 i was born in munich - you know that city in germany with the oktoberfest and beer and fat germans who only eat "prezels" and sausages. i am vegetarian btw. my mother is african and my dad german. we moved around a lot when i was a kid - but
i never mind evengthough i think thats that the reason why i cant get really personal with ppl.
i was a wild teenager - with alcohol, too much partying and too much kissing around - and never had a real boyfriend cause i loved my freedom!
and then i met alex who is my boyfriend now... we meet at an art-fest in munich and somehow we stuck together and i really do love him!
i was always intrested in art. my grandparents were both architects and artists. i remember my first painting i gave my grandpa for present was
a skeleton of a squirrel. i think i knew that i would be a lil bit metal by heart then haha!
i got my first tattoo when i was 12 or 14...cant remember but i do remember that my mom just asked me if i want one cause my sister was getting one
and sure i said yes - cause i always wanted exactly the same what my big sister tatiana got!
so thats it - here you see my WIP work and love. i hope you enjoy it.
-That's me
I used to go away for weeks... in a state of confusion.
this part is still under construction! wait and see.
A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new.
Lisalovesit, at
11. November 2011 um 13:15
