after reading chanceys comment on my last post - i was a lil bit more confident again. she just found the right words to give me hope again eventhough it was only a small comment it really made me happy for the first time on this sarturday.
so i started to draw mr. wrinkles. maybe my boyfriend will look like this someday hahaha but he usually doesnt have that long hair (sigh) i wish he would grow them just a lil bit - he had some greaser-hair-style going on some yrs ago and that was just awesome - buuut seeing him getting ready and taking so long was annoying so i had to admit that i was happy when he cut them off again haha ^^ but nowadays he does the ultra short thing - i like him anyway but i just like to go through men hair with my hands... i even started fights with other boys girlfriends just because i did that in the past cause i was used to do it to my friends *sigh* anyway..i hope i will do the shadings tomorrow - i dont think it will be in color except for the rose maybe.
before and after that the day was just loong and quiet cause alex was on the exhibition of his boss and i couldnt go because i ate too much onions yesterday and my stomach protested - i know that i shouldnt eat that much onions but they tasted soooo good! so here is an honest pic of mine being ill in "homestile-no-make-up-homiepants-hairmessed-up-(but i think my boobs are looking huuuuge and great on this pic hhaha)- look hahha" great!
so i look for some movies now ...any good ideas?
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Ahh, Schraffuren sind doch halb so wild, ich üb das jetzt seit ein paar Wochen. Wie schaffst du es so saubere Arbeiten hinzukriegen? Jedes einzelne Blatt totally looks like the mess it actually is - I'm always ashamed when being compared to others. But I still have a lot of work ahead of me, I'm just about to start my second semester at university.. So, ich hab irgendwie keine Ahnung wie ich dir nun schreiben soll. Englisch, Deutsch? Your choice. Some great movies you might haven't seen: Taxi Driver, Orphée, Szamanka, Ghost World.
I just got up to date with your postings over the past week and I was like "oh no! she's so sad" but I was glad to see you had some kind words and that you are feeling a little better now... apart from the onions that is. :P
All your work looks great (Mr .wrinkles is going to be cool) and I know you will make an amazing tattoo artist some day soon. You can count on it!
Life if full of ups and downs, but just keep yourself focused on your goal and before you know it you'll be complaining about a 'bad back' from all tattooing you are doing. Plus, i'm looking forward to driving down to Germany and getting some ink from you. :)
hahaha nik! thank you! thank you so much! i hope it will turn out this way...but now i am concerned for my back^^ i have to do more for my back right now...tonight at the gym my back will get some muscles on haha^^
no siriously - i dont know what will happen - and yes there are always ups and downs..but i easily get to be more the bad-thoughts kinda type..wwwwwwwwe will see.
and if i am there i will send you a message to let me toture you with needles hahahaha.
I am glad my words were able to cheer you up a little bit! We all can be too harsh on ourselves sometimes.
Hahah and I know what you mean about missing bfs longer hair. Jacob just shaved his head a while ago and he totally had beautiful flowing long-ish boy hair. Not any more! :'[
Few is the number who think with their own minds and feel with their own hearts.
about me...
Oh, HI!
Hello sweethearts! here i tell you a lil bit about myself. Something "private" to give you a lil bit of sugar.
1988 i was born in munich - you know that city in germany with the oktoberfest and beer and fat germans who only eat "prezels" and sausages. i am vegetarian btw. my mother is african and my dad german. we moved around a lot when i was a kid - but
i never mind evengthough i think thats that the reason why i cant get really personal with ppl.
i was a wild teenager - with alcohol, too much partying and too much kissing around - and never had a real boyfriend cause i loved my freedom!
and then i met alex who is my boyfriend now... we meet at an art-fest in munich and somehow we stuck together and i really do love him!
i was always intrested in art. my grandparents were both architects and artists. i remember my first painting i gave my grandpa for present was
a skeleton of a squirrel. i think i knew that i would be a lil bit metal by heart then haha!
i got my first tattoo when i was 12 or 14...cant remember but i do remember that my mom just asked me if i want one cause my sister was getting one
and sure i said yes - cause i always wanted exactly the same what my big sister tatiana got!
so thats it - here you see my WIP work and love. i hope you enjoy it.
-That's me
I used to go away for weeks... in a state of confusion.
this part is still under construction! wait and see.
A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new.
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7. März 2011 um 13:03
